Engine shut down...
School isn't exactly as fun as it seemed to be nowadays... partly because i noe that i m most probably not return to a junior college for an education... I m actually beginning to slack... sigh...
Sigh... i totally lost the feeling i had at the beginning of the first 3 months at innova... i cannot believe that i m actually thinking of skipping lessons because i lost the feeling of wanting to continue... but obviously i didn't... i mean... who can imagine me doing that? they would think that i muz be crazy... it seems to me that waking up in the morning to go to innova is now nth but torture... not that i dun miss my friends there, or that i want to avoid them.. but it seems, the enthusiasm is no longer there is lost... i spoke to some chers abt it.. they say that this feeling is actually normal for someone like me who noes that i m not going back to the college...
Neway, i'll still return to the college to finish up the 3 months.. afterall... got to finish wad i started... ya? sigh...
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Sigh... i totally lost the feeling i had at the beginning of the first 3 months at innova... i cannot believe that i m actually thinking of skipping lessons because i lost the feeling of wanting to continue... but obviously i didn't... i mean... who can imagine me doing that? they would think that i muz be crazy... it seems to me that waking up in the morning to go to innova is now nth but torture... not that i dun miss my friends there, or that i want to avoid them.. but it seems, the enthusiasm is no longer there is lost... i spoke to some chers abt it.. they say that this feeling is actually normal for someone like me who noes that i m not going back to the college...
Neway, i'll still return to the college to finish up the 3 months.. afterall... got to finish wad i started... ya? sigh...
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Loyalty Towards The Unit
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